Failure is but a starting point on your next journey

So I did not succeed in my attempt to quit smoking.  At least not yet.  Went to my sister's wedding and as I was waiting to start my MC duties the nerves overcame me and I just had to have a smoke.  I know, it sounds pretty pathetic.  I'm just not ready at this stage.  I've resorted to a new scheme.  I'll have a cigarette after meals and that's it.  I had started a good thing with the "one smoke every two hours" and now I'm taking it to the next level.